since this is the longest lasting journal that i 've managed to keep up , i've had to document.
today my mom told me dan would be moving in here in about a month. my life has just become a total blankness that i've felt coming but never loving, never holding. never holding myself.
now that i think of it i should be buying a gun.
no one else could have told me to fuck this life and never rely on my mom, except myself since i'm the only one who knew everything. how could i? how could i ever think someone was waiting to protect me when my only aliance is her.
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