we talked on the phone for i think the longest we ever have and i think i said the word like more than i ever have.
i feel more and more in love with this person every single day, more time spent without him means more excitment when we see each other again.
we talked on the phone for more than ever before and i looved it. i loved his conversation and how much it's changed since i first dialed his number. he told me scotty said he could stay there. that makes me happy because i know that's what he wanted.
he reallly
he really took his time to say, and even cleared his throat before saying that if i got an apartment he would have an indoor room with me. but that was also right after he told me that he's in the process of building a room on to scotty's front porch? i can spend some time wondering what he was thinking to build that right after all this stuff happend with me last week.
well i guess it's not tonight but i miss him all the same. i miss him more than just enough to be satisfied by a fuck in the morning. i'll be hoping more for love. i'll imagine it.
