it took long enough. and the only reason it happened was because i saw him driving and i was surprised. i told him that this wasn't working out for me because i wanted to be in his life as a true friend would be. it has become sad and clear to me that i was just something on the side for him, otherwise i would have gotten more from him.
then that night he called me but i said no when he asked me if i wanted to go with him to pass out at his mom's house. parts of me wish i had said yes but a bigger part of me knows i would have felt worse when he left me on the curb again.
