i only have about 10 min left in my battery. my boyfriend is so fucking cute. last night he asked me if i "would marry" him. it was so hot. i should have just said yes but instead i stumbled over my words and got selfish wanting to hear it again.
i talk about the way i feel when i'm lying in my bed naked with him because he asks me all the time. i feel like a million bucks.
i just wish it was summer, when night is so warm you can sleep under the stairs until the sun comes up to quickly raise your temperature and tighten your pupils for the rest of the day.
yesterday alena* asked me what i would do if i found out i only had one week to live.
i told her i would go to howard lake but now i think i would go to the ranch and fish all morning to cool off.
i've been taking antibiotics that had a sun warning. my face is a little red now but i like it.
it's 12:30 and my day has just begun. i have 2 cigarettes.
it feels so good to know that i'll just be going back to that comfertable place again after aymeric* leaves.
*names have been changed